

push pullwhy do you always push away when I need you in my life you push when i try to pull you cut when the rope gets to close why cant you let me pull on that rope instead of making me fall the rope keeps getting shorter when i need you why do you always push me and not them why can they pull you away they dont pull faster or harder then me you just let them be you dont cut there rope you always pick mine when there is none left will you cut me out of your life why do you always cut my rope why do you always push away when I need you in my life you push when I try to pull you cut whenpush pull


secretSecret Day1 I am writing in this journal because I feel I need an outlet for the things going on in my life. Today I found this book and dont know what it is yet it was just lying on the ground I know very little about it all I know is as soon as I picked it up strange things started to happen. I think I might through it out so they stop happening but who knows.secret
Day2 I have a secret to confess but I dont know if I can because the secret is so big if anyone found out I might end up dead that would not be good I am scarred this secret is to big to keep but I cant tell what should I do.  


childhoodThe ball bounces I shoot I miss It heads over the fence I jump and stretch my arms to get itchildhood
I get it too late I come down my finger gets impaled on the fence Pain but I still try to play He tells me no I say I can still go I bleed on the court I shoot the ball He grabs it he makes me get help I am mad its not that bad I end up going to the hospital they glue it together I am mad I just wanted to play instead there is a delay My anger at him is not gone on a whim.


Tearing Through Me00.Tearing Through Me
You gave me a Polaroid camera for my 16th birthday. I decided then that I would capture this beautiful world in a way only we could see. My first picture to go on the wall was of your beautiful face.
(in a way only I could see you)
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I loved to sneak outside and just walk. The power I felt as my body slipped in and out of the street lamp light was amazing. At times like those being the only person in the world didnt seem so bad.
(but you should have been there with me)
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Rain, rain I wish youd stay. Wed spend hours lying on you


done believing i stopped believingdone believing
a long time ago and you never changed my mind
why believe in something you cant prove - something that cant exist
its like thinking pandas
are a rare type of fish and lions are made of gold
not wanting to burst your bubble but its a lie we tell ourselves to make our lives seem worthy
and im done
i stopped believing in forever right about the time you stopped bel


you can't buy lovetuesday, march 10/09 dear boy,you can't buy love
last night you told me your secrets. you told me about how you once bought a stuffed animal because you were lonely and wanted someone to talk to. you told me about how you would like to try skydiving someday because just once in your life you wanted to take a risk. you told me about how you like to dip your fries in your milkshake and you told me about how you cry whenever it rains, then you kissed my lips to my hips and worked your way down.
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today we sit in your room, drinking cans of green tea as the sun poured through the curtains over your naked body.
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"Are you suggesting coconuts migrate?!
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I fall with tissue paper wings
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Civilization and Its Discontents.
"Each man kills the thing he loves." - Oscar Wilde
The hawk on fire hangs still. Dilly dilly, calls the loft hawk, come and be killed. Dilly dilly, come let us die.
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"Are you suggesting coconuts migrate?!
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